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| Tuesday, April 29th, 2008 | | 2:21 am |
Woke up this morning, I was lying next to you, your hand in my hair, your leg over me, I watched you sleep, and wondered, about your dreams, I watched you sleep, lying, next to me. Oh, I hold you tighter, you let out a moan, My head swims with love, Your body, Swims with mine, oh, Sweet moment past, I keep you near, as I watched you sleep, lying, Next to Me. | | Monday, February 4th, 2008 | | 2:06 am |
"yoke"
seems like a lifetime since i saw your face, seems so long ago, that I held you near. seems like forever, since I heard your voice, calling me to your bed, like a dream I once had, all the sadness, washes away, seems like an eternity, since I felt this way. And the years they pass, memories they fade, I'm not the same man I'm not the same at all. And the years they pass, and I'm all alone, trying to remember you. | | Monday, September 10th, 2007 | | 12:38 am |
MY GOOD BYE I tried, I did, I fought for all I had, I lied, I did, And I made mistakes, But now it's over, I'm fading away, To all that's left, To all that;s gone. So good bye, This is my farewell, I hold My head, And I hold it well, And scream I must, So scream I will, And fade away, I'll fade today. | | Tuesday, July 24th, 2007 | | 1:10 pm |
Long Time No Entry / Worth The Wait
Hi there people, long time no entry, a few things have changed, much is still the same. The most important is, I now have a most beautiful girlfriend , Tash aka ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=91.6) ladyofred, and while she live in sydney to my newcastle, and work does get in the way, every second I do spend with her is worth the wait. Right now I am a little sooky as i have not been able to see her for a week and a half and I miss her terribly. Everything else still the same, I still work for AAMI I still live at charlestown, I still have 1 brother. all done, talk soon beautiful people. | | Thursday, May 24th, 2007 | | 2:23 am |
Hello brothers and sisters, I live, I breathe, I function. Alas my hectic life, very little time for those things or people I love, and I do apologise. Although I must admit some people I do truely miss more than others, I miss everyone. . I could update my life, but I dont feel the need. It is just the same old thing over and over. - - - a poem - - - I thought I was better, I thought I knew right, I tried to look out for everyone. You got lost somewhere When I tried, To be everything, To be everywhere. I guess I couln't, I guess I wasn't, But at least, I can say, I tried. Newch. Eric | | Monday, February 12th, 2007 | | 9:53 pm |
| | Tuesday, January 30th, 2007 | | 11:26 pm |
| | Friday, January 12th, 2007 | | 12:50 am |
Ohhh BYRON BAY BLUES FEST HERE THE FUCK I COME the line up so far - 10 more acts to be added, I'm drooling a little bit | John Mayer | Dave Matthews Band | The Roots | John Butler Trio | Ben Harper & the Innocent Criminals | | Wolfmother | Gomez | Fishbone | Xavier Rudd | Missy Higgins | | Lee Scratch Perry | Sierra Leone's Refugee All Stars | Bo Diddley | Kasey Chambers | Bonnie Raitt | | Ben Kweller | Fred Eaglesmith | Fat Freddy's Drop | Taj Mahal | The Waifs | | Tony Joe White | Keiran Kane & Kevin Welch | Amos Lee | | Floggin' Molly | | | Bo Diddley | | | Go Gol Bordello |
| | Tuesday, January 2nd, 2007 | | 1:37 am |
"A long december, And there's reason to believe, Maybe this year, Will be better than the last" | | Sunday, December 24th, 2006 | | 10:09 pm |
Christmas Eve, So in light of me having to work on christmas day (something I am not at all upset about doing), my Mum (or Love as i call her) arranged for Me my brother, her, her partner (gordon), gordon's mum (Auntie Kay) and my nanna to have christmas lunch today. It is always a nice trip down to see my mum, a nice sign of what unconditional love is. My Nana and Auntie Kay were friends going back to when my mum and gordon were growing up in richmond. Now the problem is this, my nana god bless her, is suffering from dementia, and I had not seen her since last christmas (I intend to see her a lot more in the next year). Now the explination of this side of my family is out onto my day, So upon arrival, I say all my greetings, Wish Mum gordon and Auntie Kay a merry christmas, and go over to my nana, to who I say, "merry christmas Nana", to which she replies "who are you?" "I am your grand son Nana" To my mother she says "So who does this one belong to?" "He is Mine" my mother replies so it would seem the formalities are now out of the way, we sit down for dinner. "Where do you live now eric?" nana asks " I live in charlestown now Nan" I respond " Oh okay" she says then turning to auntie kay "So what is your relationship to this lot" "Gordon is my son" Auntie Kay replies "No he's not" nana replies - - - the lunch goes on - - - "So whre do you live now?" nana asks "Charlestown" I reply. "Why isn't Kev (My Dad) here?" "Mum and dad seperated many years ago nan" - - - this is the general theme of the day - - - - - onto after dinner - - Nana and Auntie Kay are sitting on the lounge laughing and talking about old times, however to my Nana they seemed like just yesterday, god bless her. I feel guilty for this, part of me loikes my nan with dementia, she never tells me I am fat, or threatens to send me to a fat farm, but for the most part, I just miss, the most creative, talented and vibrant individual I have ever known, and in her place, is just a really confused old woman. Merry Christmas to Everyone. I hope the day is filled with happiness, reminiscing and alcohol. Love to everyone Eric. | | Saturday, December 23rd, 2006 | | 5:18 pm |
I'll change so I don't change, Give me a moment, I'll stay sane, I'll fight so I dont have to fight, Left to my mistake, Left to my shame, For the moment passed, And I am still standing here, Bare and broken, For all to see, And I will stand, A wasted man, But here I am, I'm Just a man. I'll cry so I don't have to cry, Weird as it sounds, And you will never see. I'll laugh, because I want to laugh, At all the silly things, You can do. And I,,,,, I will scream... Hold back the dream... Realise that once and for all, There was nothing, Nothing to keep you here, Nothing to keep me either, But I still try,.... And while the walls crumble, And the storm is raging, I will stand smiling, Soaking wet, Watching your world crumble, Sad at what it never was. | | Friday, December 22nd, 2006 | | 12:34 am |
I've fallen off the roof, so I ain't takin' off my pants tonight. ;) | | 12:30 am |
On the heels of the skirmish man foolishly called The War to End All Wars, the dark one sought to elude his destiny, and live as a mortal. So he fled across the ocean to the empire called America. But by his mere presence, a cancer corrupted the spirit of the land. People were rendered mute by fools who spoke many words but said nothing... for whom oppression and cowardice were virtues... and freedom, an obscenity. And into this dark heartland, a prophet stalked his enemy. Until, dimished by his wounds, he turned to the next in the ancient line of light. And so it was that the fate of mankind came to rest on the trembling shoulders of the most reluctant of saviors...
| | Friday, December 15th, 2006 | | 1:35 am |
Tehehe A quote by another me Fitting I think I am not sure where this Eric Brennan is located but, the quote i love
“I definitely had some revenge coming in this year. I tried to stay as healthy as I could and get a good night sleep.”Peace yall | | Thursday, December 14th, 2006 | | 12:32 am |
Well beautiful people, it has been some time. Sorry fo the extended absence. I have not been up to too much to be most honest. Just making time of my time. I could do an extended entry saying how good / bad things have been, but neither would be true. So my return shall be marked with this. She smiled at me, And made me smile, Made me dream, My sweet angel. I have fallen down, To many times, I've gotten back up, One time more, For all my times, on the ground, I learned a little more, I loved a little less. So dance the world gone mad, And see the side of madness, Long since forgetten by us all, And rest in peace for love. Come into my heart, Come into my mind, Forget the memory, I'm never that kind -------------- yeah jumbled------------------ -------------- yeah scattered---------------- -------------- but it's mine ------------------ peace yall | | Friday, September 1st, 2006 | | 7:06 am |
WINTER CAN KISS MY ARSE FOR ANOTHER YEAR
EMBRACE THE WARMER DAYS | | Tuesday, August 29th, 2006 | | 8:16 am |
Long time no post........ Sorry..... With an impending location shift, and some quite hefty spending already done and some more to follow, whilst my bank account is rapidly shrinking before my eyes, I am quite excited. A few minor hiccups have occoured, which will most probably lead to the betterment of all. So yes my friends, I am soon to be moving in with el_dandy_fuji location yet to be confirmed. Work is picking up. During an extended drinking session with one of my bosses, I have discovered a few things about my position and future movement at AAMI and needless to say, I am excited. So now I can say, that in the last year, I have shed a few friends (not at all a bad thing), I have taken some positive steps in my life, Work is better than ever, and things overall have definatly improved from where I stood 1 year ago today. That is not to say things are great, or I am overly happy, but I certainly do not have much if anything to complain about. I am contemplating getting inked very soon, getting that tattoo finished that has lay dormant for all those many years, the reason I haven't had it done, sheer laziness. Oh well I have rambled enough, I have nothing to complain about, No gripes, and I am sure you are tired of reading about good things in my life, so I will leave you all now. MUAH!!!!!!! Eric | | Friday, August 18th, 2006 | | 7:51 am |
A Message to all my loved ones
Muah!!!!!!!!
Loves yas All
Eric
| | Thursday, August 17th, 2006 | | 6:59 am |
Tornado Timmy is coming. FLEE! FLEE! | | Thursday, July 27th, 2006 | | 7:59 am |
It is good to feel happy, I intend to ride this wave for as long as I can. |
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